Update?

Mmm yeh haven't posted in a while. Nothing new really, just work 3 full days a week at the moment, hanging with Ben, Tim and Hong. Lambert coming back from Queensland, and finding out that him and Simone broke up. Felt pretty sad about that, but they're still really good friends. Having a drink up at Tim's, having about 1-2hours sleep then going to work 9-5 the next day, first few hours were hell then I started to feel alright and pretty good by the end of it. We were supposed to go to Bass Lounge that night too but we were all ceebs due to weather and what not. Its been pretty chilled and laxed, which is what I'm glad for.

Got the tickets for Shanghai and Seoul for 23th November - 24th December. Gonna be awesome, definitely something to look forward to. Tim, Ben and me. Lambert confirmed his parents are letting him go, but he isn't too sure if he wants to go to Korea.

Parents are up the shits again. Then again when are they not? Mum's always disappearing to these seminars from some sorta cult, and dad is complaining that she's never home and he isn't too sure how long left he can stay here. I'm not phased by this, kinda waiting for this to happen for so many years. Not sure how the little one would react to it all though, he's still so young. Loveless marriage, loveless family, fucked up kids in the end.

I feel so sorry for Benson, there's so much I want to do for him, but at the same time I can't. I don't want him to have the teenage lives that me and Matt grew up with, and definitely don't want him to have that same low self-esteem that seems to run in the family.

Got my permanent position at work too just recently, contract kicks in on the 16th of July. Finally get my sick leave.. I get paid fortnightly too now instead of weekly which sucks bad. Guess it ain't as bad as people who get paid monthly though ._. that must really suck.

I'm not sure what else to say, nothing's coming to mind.