Dumdidum

Seems like yesterday when I stood up with the sun on my back. Feeling the heat burn down on me. It's just cold and rainy most of the days now. But it's definitely getting brighter, the sun is setting at a later time. Just like a whole cycle. Oscillating, life seems to be that way too, just need to get life back up though, not go through the whole cycle, but rather.. increase the middle point, the average. So I don't dip too far below again and again and again.

Mmm, I'm still waiting for my DTG shirt.. hopefully it will come tomorrow. Would be wearing it for the whole week I think haha. There seems to be a lot of waiting, and biding. Until that opportunity arises, I will try to jump on it then. But what I am even waiting for? I'm already trying to do a few things for myself, but it just seems like I want something to happen. I guess something will happen when I get my exams over and done with. I'll definitely be driving to see as far as I can go for one day. Out of Melbourne.

I generally find myself quiet with my mates. I don't know what to say most of the time. Small talk wasn't really my speciality. Do enjoy the company though, just not sure what to say. They jump in my car, and there's just a few things said then for the most of it.. it's quiet. Or even just hanging out with mates, I find myself either to be the one at the front, or at the back. Not standing next to anyone. I don't find myself talking. It's a bit of a struggle, to be honest. Everyone probably feels really uncomfortable about it. I know I do.