I am currently in the basement of Hargraves trying to study, but that's not really happening. I'm just skimming through the online lecture notes and trying to find something interesting to read elsewhere. Lack of concentration and procrastination go directly hand in hand. I'm just waiting for someone to either call/text me or pop up on MSN, to give me an excuse to get out of here and just bum.
The rapid typing, and people breathing, it's all too quiet down here. It's so dead, yet so full, and everyone is so studious. Some people laughing and joking around in the background thinking they won't be heard, or distracting. My surroundings are just there, but what is there, and what is here? Where am I? Where do I belong?
No directions, no ups, no downs, no lefts, no rights. Stagnant. The feeling of just floating in a large open ocean, with no waves, no currents, no land in sight. God, that whole thing just reminded me of Jaws. Having a shark then come attack me. Open deep blue seas freak me out.
Fuck, just distracted myself completely by reading on the megalodon.
