The Weight of Regret

The highs aren't really my thing but the lyrics are what make the song strong.

Orange Colored Sky

Summer is on its way, the weather is picking up and its just great. Cannot wait for the 7th of November to come.

Immortal

And as the totem falls
The others will cry tonight
A single tomb placed in the middle
Break down the walls and watch it all
Sink into the earth once more

As the moon rises tonight
The flesh of the living will be consumed
By the dead they buried
Their own blood and kin
Joining their ranks once again

What energy radiates from this tomb
Is now surrounding this cursed ground
Corrupting the air they breathe
This concrete jungle breaks away into
The capital of the dead

None will live, all shall fall
To walk this earth as the dead
None will live, all shall fall
To walk this earth as the dead

Immortalised by their sin
Hunger for flesh is what drives them now
Cursed for their selfish acts
They'll never be full again

Guitaring procrastination

Today I was planning to wake up at 9.30am to go to uni and study. Instead I woke up at 11.30am, took my younger brother to play in the park for about 2 hours came back home and just played guitar all day. I started to learn how to play:

I know all the riffs now, but I am still yet to play the whole song in its entirety. So yeh tomorrow a new day, need to start studying.

Oh yeh got my 2b score for work. Fucking happy that I made it. If only uni's painful endeavours reaped rewards that are generated straight away it would help motivate me. Hmmm

Something

An old song that manages to find its way into my playlist. I am lost right now.

Dead Memories

Tonight was just... I don't know.. I was randomly browsing Youtube and there was a Simpsons' scene where Bart and Nelson are getting to fight MMA with the gloves and all and I thought I had to go watch that episode. I know my younger brother, Benson, has most/all of The Simpsons on his computer, so I went to search for it there. So I open up the different hard drives to find it, and I see a bunch of folders in one of them just casually browsing, and I see a folder with my name on it. I wasn't curious at first as I was just looking for the Simpsons.

I couldn't find it, and I was like "eh I'll just go check what is in this folder called 'Kevin'".. I open it up and it's like a flashback to the past, two folders are in there "New folder" and "New folder(2)", my memories flare up, I open "New folder (2)" and I knew it. It all came back to me what this was.. This was my old hard drive.. The one that died with my laptop.. In there memories I thought that died back in 2009. Amy. Pictures of her, chatlogs, and everything else in between. The hard drive that I thought was destroyed was salvaged and put into my younger brother's computer. And now once again they will be destroyed once more, all the photos, memories, songs and everything tied into that folder will all be deleted now.

I know sometime in the future Amy, we will speak again. It may be tomorrow, it may be next month, it may be next year, or the next five years. But whenever it is, I'll be happy to catch up with you.

The Hunter

My preorder for The Hunter - Mastodon finally came in yesterday! Even though though the album came out 2 weeks ago I refrained myself from listening to the album until I received it. I had only listened to the three singles extensively and was in love with them. Upon my first listen last night I was seriously excited, it was another masterpiece of an album. Even though its extremely different from their previous releases with it not being a concept album, the songs not as complex and intricate and being a lot shorter.. The Hunter seriously blew me away. This is a true Mastodon album, a great piece of art. It's going to be the album I am going to keep listening to day in and day out for a very long time and just in time too! Last time during exams, the album I kept listening to was Endgame - Megadeth, and that was when I first listened to it properly and just fell in love.

I cannot wait for 13 to be released by Megadeth, I have great expectations once again for it because of the two tracks they've released so far.

Pursue happiness with diligence.
This mantra was on the last track The Sparrow on The Hunter, it is the only line in the song, and it will be something I will follow.

After November 7th I will be free from uni. I have finally gotten over some of my stubbornness to never ask for help, and I will now be seeking for guitar lessons, and even singing lessons, yes singing lessons. My music, is my way of life, it is my passion and now I want to further progress in it. Sure it won't become a career, but I want to make the music I love, and give back to the community.

Exams are gay

The water drips at a steady rate
Right on time with the clock's second hand ticking
Time is of the essence, if we don't move quickly
There will be no going back
Freedom will never be tasted as it escapes our lips
Cheers to the demise of our filthy race
It will not survive as we have gone past expiration
Time to run humanity's hope into the ground
Crush their dreams and have them submit
All that was established will rot away
Ideals and beliefs shattered before them
The very core of our existence will mean nothing
Return to the soil where we born
Back to the stardust of our origins

Why do I long for this..

Woke up today with a whole wave of madness crashing down on me, was a really overwhelming feeling and its still lingering around right now.

Failure

After failing my first midsem a few weeks back and failing my first assignment for the sem I thought I was slowly back on track with it all as I just passed the second assignment and I thought I did well with my second midsem. Well I got back the marks for that midsem and I got 9.5/20.. I seriously thought I was going to get at least 15/20 or so.. And even though I've been failing all semester and feeling apathetic to it all this one just really pushed me, I thought I did extremely well for it, and even left the midsem early as I completed everything. Right now I am in the Menzies complabs trying to do this assignment due Thursday but I don't know how to do it, none of it passed the first question. Sigh, I was calculating to see what I would need to get on the exam to pass the unit if I don't do the two assignments left, and I would need to get 42/60 for the exam to just pass. That's getting a distinction for this.. and I thought "that wouldn't be too bad" and I went to check the past exam paper and it was damn impossible.

GG NO RE