I do not understand the chemicals swirling around. All the colours and shapes. Everything is such a blur. What is happening right now? Actually nothing is happening right now. I got back my first assignment of the semester.
I failed.
Its retarded because I don't care, and I have got a midsem this Thursday and I am not stressing about that. I should care, and I should be stressing, but I am beyond that point at the moment. I'm not sure what I want to do at the moment. I still want to go to uni and I still want to work. I thought I was back on track after last semester. But it seems like my mid year break didn't really do anything for me, except want a longer holiday.
So where is my mind right now then? I just want to have fun. Gaming, eating, drinking, exploring, expanding, conquering the world and leaving my mark on it. I had dinner with Hong last night, and he told me engineering isn't for him and that he would see himself as an accountant. This is the same for me, I don't see myself working in the finance world. I'd much prefer to be an engineer, but stupid me 3 years back decided to ragequitted from the maths and science. Its too late for me now, so I need to finish this degree, and if I really want to.... do engineering later down the track.
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