When the curtains fall
A deep sigh of relief is released
How long will you put up with this façade?
Lying to yourself to hold onto to this godless endeavour
Maybe its time you call it quits
Throw in the towel and hang up the gloves
With one more year left though
So close to the finish line
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With my current marks though, the chances of me getting a graduate position is slim to none. I've failed too much and done too little. I have no motivation at all this semester. It is retarded, with last semester I stressed and worried about how I did, and now here I am at the point of not caring. One of my mates, Leo, told me I should transfer to RMIT with him to do Property and Valuation just like the Street brothers are. Should I take this offer, because it'll be commerce all over again, but obviously more specified and easier than here, or should I change into engineering, or stay in Monash continuing with commerce or even do part time study with the consequence of staying longer and paying full fees, or the worst case scenario... drop out..
I could always take a gap year, work, travel, find my state of mind and get back to study. But there is obviously that huge massive chance of me just not returning to study, which is something I do not want as I need to get a degree.
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