Alright one exam left which is tomorrow. No stress. My head has been clear for the last few weeks, and I thought "Hey this is great, I can start to concentrate again". As I was driving to uni, I didn't have my music on, so it was just a quiet drive with the windows down and the air just rushing through the car. Just cruising and enjoying the weather. Out of no where the thought/voice in my head "Kevin you didn't fight hard enough for me". I instantly pulled up and parked on the side of the road. Those words, they were such poison, seeping through again.
I just sat in my car for five minutes, and thought to myself "I already accepted that I did the best I could, so why is this still able to haunt me?".
Oh well, uneventful day at uni other than that, just studying in the library. One more day and then it will be freedom, from 12.40pm tomorrow it's just 4 months of guitar, gym, work, and enjoying life as it is, enjoying the weather, company of friends. And then January 19th - February 10th Vietnam and Thailand! So stoked about it. Travelling with Phung and Allen, but that's only if Phung gets his shit together soon because he's going to the States with his family before coming to Vietnam. I am going to be buying one of those HD cams and just record the trip so watch this space after Feb with clips of us enjoying South East Asia.
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