I am alive

But am now dead in the world I was born into.

Pretty boring day at work today, did not want to get out of bed. Highlight I guess was having that risk seminar which took 2.5hours, best NPT in a while. Shitloads of new people on the team too.. feels so weird being one of the veterans, but then again I've been training people for the last 4-5months I've been here. So I guess it should feel right. I have finally applied for my annual leave and updated my work hours. My stats over the last 3 months have been pretty average, with sickness, exams and stuff. But since I'll be working close to full time I can definitely pull them up and probably do a lot better than most people. I know that sounds cocky, but if I'm able to keep up with my stats in my current state, then I'll definitely be able to do well.

Awesome thing is Phung applied for a job with me, he made it past the phone interview, and is having his group interview tomorrow. I'm pretty amazed as I didn't refer him for the job. Thing is though, its for inbound, and I'm working outbound. So he'll be the floor above me if he gets it. Ahh oh well best of luck for him tomorrow.

Trying to find something to look forward too in due time, as Korea is just too far ahead to look at. I mean I am excited for it, but once again too far ahead.. I mean the guys in Ragequit are pretty much stressed out hardcore at the moment, Uni is seriously draining them. I just sit hear and listen to them, it's pretty full on too.

I feel something at the moment, I don't know what it is. It's just a lump sitting there inside. It feels heavy, and its suffocating at the moment.